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Something lifeless Always depressed Even in appearance- You're always black dressed Your face is so empty No feelings remain Your skin always pale All color is drained Your eyes they are deep though Pools full of fire Though all else is lifeless Your eyes spark desire

I enter the room and look And love Your silent sleeping form I enter the room and hate And hurt You don't forsee your doom I slip out your arms And watch and wait All would be ruined if you were to wake I get out of bed And walk out the door Enter the kitchen And sit on the floor As much as I have you I know you're not mine When I found her phone number I knew it was time I get up in silence And open a draw I pull out the knife One used not before Still walking in silence I creep up the stairs Place a kiss on your forehead Run my hands through your hair Now that the times come I admit that I'm scared I open the curt